(via thelandlockedmariner)
My Thoughts Would Break Your Heart
I'll eat you alive. I promise
It’s the sadness in your eyes that really turns me on.
You’re gonna have to stay miserable if you really want this to work…
Love is cruel.
When it leaves, it destroys more than it intends to.
I didn’t make them fall in or out of love, and I wasn’t the one falling in any either direction, but I’m effected by it completely.
I understand everything happens for a reason and without those choices being made I wouldn’t have the two beautiful sisters from each parent that I was blessed with. But after more than sixteen years of avoiding the thought and not talking about it, don’t I deserve to wonder what my life would have been like with my mother and father, in one state? Shouldn’t I be able to wake up and see my father? Not every couple of years for a few weeks, if I’m lucky?
It’s his birthday today and more than anything I want to be with him. But he is so far away, google maps couldn’t even tell me how to get to him.
So excuse me if I’m a little emotional today. Another year has passed and he’s another year older and I still barely know a thing about the man I’m supposed to call my father.
It’s a little heartbreaking actually.
